The season ended and I am not currently employed by my company and all I want to do is detox from those two months, but I feel like I just can’t let it go. Any of it. It keeps cropping back up and it’s so fucking annoying. I’m in a beautiful place that is giving me the sunshine and vitamin D my body so craves and yet residual stress keeps cropping back up. It’s like after effect from solar flares or something. Either TMM gets mentioned or someone asks about work or references something that happened between Sept and Nov.
And all I want to do is jump into a time machine and erase those two months.